This sucks

13 Sep

I skipped Weightwatchers last Wednesday because I ate too much on Tuesday evening.

Then I ate too much on Wednesday and Thursday and Friday and Saturday and Sunday.

I even ate too much today.

I skipped a whole week of half-marathon training.

Why do I have such issues with weight loss? What is holding me back from achieving what I want to achieve other than myself? And why am I stopping myself like this? Sabotaging myself is only hurting me.

As soon as I feel tired or stressed I turn to food and I work in a field where I’m likely always going to be tired or stressed at some point.  I love my job most of the time so it’s about learning to cope with that tiredness and stress rather than finding another career.

I need to do something new and I need to do something drastic.  I just don’t know what.

– CJ


One Response to “This sucks”

  1. Dillypoo September 15, 2010 at 3:45 am #

    Go to your meeting even if you’ve eaten off plan. You’ll feel better for going, regardless what the scale says. You can do it!

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